tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61603482011-04-26T17:47:18.900-04:00a little insight into the humour and frustrations of my daily lifeCourtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.comBlogger1651100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1161402107373588522006-10-20T23:25:00.000-04:002006-10-20T23:41:47.396-04:00

I have this fascination with watching women put on make-up. It started when i was little, sitting up on the counter while my mother meticulously applied careful strokes of her mascara... watching her eyelashes mysteriously grow and her eyes start to pop. My mom always wore navy blue mascara... i like that about her. Everyone wears black, but my mom thought it accented her eyes more with navy...

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 My lovely girl Alana... i'm the autistic one, she's the adorable one. Thanks for still loving me pretty girl!  My pal Mike! Sarah and i stopped to visit him on our way home from Niagara Falls, he's playing his first show with his new music on Sept 29. Can't wait! 

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"Back to school, back to school, prove to dad that i'm not a fool"Back to the little hole i like to call school. My consequent home away from home. The bain of my existence. I hope July comes fast, that's all i can say. It is nice to see everyone all together again though. I forgot how ridiculously funny my friends are. First day back and we're all gathered around the table at lunch discussing

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why my life has seen better days....- all my friends are gone far away at school- Nate left today for school in BC. I only found out last night.- I mysteriously lost my job with no preamble or explanations.- I really miss Andy and i wish that we were talking more- I found out some not so good information about my brother- my spontaneous holiday is cancelled because i neglected to remember that i

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Long and brown or short and blonde. Which is better? You be the judge! 

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So this weekend was the (supposed to be) big welcome home party for sarah. Half the people i invited didn't show up. Even worse, most of the people that said they were coming didn't even come! But we still had fun eating and playing darts and fooseball and eating and talking and laughing and eating. We have so much food left over!At least her party wasn't a total bomb though. We had 3 suprise

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My life, as those of you that know me can can attest to, is rarely ever boring. Despite my constant replies of "nothing" being new, SOMETHING is always going on. I feel that i can pretty safely back up that saying "it never rains, it pours". Life for me is full of constant peaks and valleys. Although more often then not, the rough times and bad stuff gets lumped together while the really amazing

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I'm not entirely sure where this sudden burst of energy came from. Perhaps it may have something to do with the crazy workout i just did...YES you heard me right, I, Courtney Condon have ventured into the realm of people who care about their bodies! I even joined a gym. Can i get a woop woop?Ok, so i literally JUST joined a couple days ago so i've only been like 4 times but HEY it's a start! I'm

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I know it's been a long time since i wrote anything. I keep meaning to and then something stops me.Today I'm not feeling that great. Here is my vent...One of my ambitions in life is for someone to write a song for me/about me. So far one person has but if you read the lyrics you'll understand why i'm not that appreciative of it. Sure it's great for the person and yeah i guess it's kinda cool that

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It's funny when you find yourself Looking from the outside I'm standing here but all I want Is to be over there Why did I let myself believe That Miracles could happen'Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care [Chorus #1:]I thought you were my fairytale My dream when I'm not sleeping A wish upon a star that's coming true But everybody else could tell That I confused my feelings With

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I find comfort in the words of my youth. It seems the years have erased any traces of intelligence I once possessed. I was reminded this night of my love for writing, the beauty of poetry and how I once held it in the highest regard.What happened to the joy and beauty I spoke of then?It hasn't vanished, but merely my ability to see it has diminished.Hours I used to spend in silence, only the

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You know... it's funny because as i was leaving school on Thursday someone asked me what i had planned for this weekend and i said "nothing, i'll probably just sit around, but then with me you never really know what's going to happen" and she said "random adventures are the best". It's funny because although i thought this weekend would be boring with nothing to do, it ended up being full of

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I know it's been a while since i last wrote anything. I've been pretty busy with school and skipping classes and such. Not to mention taking care of old ladies in the night and being haunted by creeepy bugs. I kid you not, this bug is DISGUSTING. Check it out, it's called a house centipede. Just be prepared! (Jasmine, this is a good way to waste some time! Go look it up)In other news... Mom and

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I would say that i'm a pretty intensely emotional human being. Sometimes i absolutely hate that fact. Sometimes i try so hard to be a brick wall that nothing can penetrate but it doesn't really work out so well. To compensate for my intense over-emotionalism i have to be so hard and unfeeling that i just come out like the biggest witch in the world and then i'm just being completely untrue to who

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This is my lovely, dear friend whom i affectionately refer to as "leesh" or sometimes by the old camp name "mango".One of the things that i love about Alicia is her gorgeous smile. She has the kind of smile that can make you laugh even when you feel like punching your head through a wall. Somehow we share the ability to always be able to cheer each other up and point out the truths and realities

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So i was doing some stuff...hahah basically nothing, and i came across this website where you can design your own rings. These were some of my favourites...hahaha Too bad its all just dreaming... Check it out for yourself and have some fun at www.bluenile.com

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Your Hillbilly Name Is...Bobbie Jean CarterHillbilly Name Generator

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I wrote my final exam for my hydrotherapy course today. It was only a half credit course so that means that i now have fridays OFF!!!! YAY!!!I'm pretty pumped about that, means i get to sleep in as late as i want and don't have to stress about getting down to the city.I don't know how much longer i'm going to have a job working with my elderly friend Madeleine. Her daughter Maddie and husband

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It was a tearful goodbye. Six months is a LONG TIME!!! 

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My sister. A rose between two thorns... the blonde in the middle. When times were good, before she took off on her adventure across the world. 

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where Sarah is now... ON TOP OF THE WORLD! Or at least on top of a hill...In England 

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You know what the worst feeling in the world is?Knowing that you're meant for something great but feeling like you're just never going to get there. Kind of like that guy in greek mythology that is eternally pushing a rock up a hill. That's how i feel. If i could JUST MAKE IT to the top of the mountain....I'm so bored and tired of feeling like i have so much to do i can't do any of it. These days

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So i have some funny stories to tell you. They all happened last week. Sorry, i'm a little bit behind. Anyway.So i was walking in Yorkdale, during my leisurely lunch (skipping a boring class for shopping) and as i'm walking around i noticed that an unusual amount of people are staring at me...right at my mid-section. I thought, oh no, maybe my fly is undone, but i was wearing a coat so that

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The last week/weekend was just crazy. I did 3 overnight shifts this weekend plus 2 late nights at school last week, two tests and lots of massaging...unfortunately it was all one sided.I hate having no life and just spending all my time in transit. I haven't even made my bed in 3 weeks. The clean sheets are right there on it, i just haven't had the energy to climb up and make it. So instead i

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So...I was coming home on the Go Bus one day last week and i witnessed a drug deal taking place between some middle aged, definitely unattractive, dirty men in the back of the bus. THEN one of the guys (who had been staring at me the entire ride thus far) proceeded to HIT ON ME!!! I was actually quite frightened. I tried to be short with him, give him the clue that i'm at least 15 years younger

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me 'n sar 

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me & josh 

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josh, dad, me 

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Some pics of me and the fam at Christmas...What a crazy bunch! 

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sarah & josh 

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This is for Jasmine...Well, what's been happening in my exciting life lately??? Where do you want to start?Term two of massage college has begun and OH MY WORD! I have 8 different courses on the go right now, 9 if you count my clinic night. I have two late nights a week now. BLAST! I'm not going to lie to you people, i don't like it. I'm starting to hate getting home in the dark. By the time i

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This post comes from the library computer at Sutherland-Chan. Incase you didn't catch that... it's THE library computer. Yes, there is only one, and i'm rather lucky to have caught a time when no one is on it. It's great! I have the whole room to myself actually.I'm learning a lot in school right now, which is really good. It makes it easier to get up and come all the way down here. On friday i

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Lately i've been so caught up in the day to day. Just trying to survive school and travel and homework and family and Andy. I haven't had time...or made time for friends a lot. I feel a little bad about that. I don't want people to think that i don't love them anymore. My cell has been broken for the last 2 weeks too so i've been more or less invisible to the rest of the world and i have certain

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There it is, my current home away from home. I spend a ridiculous amount of time on those top two floors learning and practicing the art and science of massage. So far it's so much time! It's not ridiculously hard or anything it just pretty much takes up my entire life. I get up at about 5:30 every morning. Leave town an hour later with friend - Jocelyn in her car. Drive 45 mins to Humber College

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So much going through my head. To make matters worse, i seem to have developed a short term memory loss. I have so many things to remember if i don't write them down right away i'll forget them by the time i go to do whatever it was that i was supposed to remember.The time is quickly approaching when i have to leave my comfort zone and go out into the big city to pursue a career. The studying is

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Today is Me and Andy's 6 month anniversary and quite a few humourous things happened today. We decided to not really do much because neither one of us has money right now so we stuck around my house, made dinner and worked on his car...Tres Romantique! But the funny part is that i go out to help him get the heat shield off his manifold and i just lie right down on the driveway to look under the

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Wouldn't it be nice to go back to being so young and innocent. Life was so good when all you had to worry about was not eating too many cookies and spoiling your dinner. I wish i could be back there right now! 

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So i finished the little pre-study course this past weekend. I have a certificate and everything WOO HOO!It's only a small step accomplished though. It went really well. Andy drove me down Saturday and then picked me up and we went back to my friend Michelle's in Bolton where we had a couple drinks and then went cosmic bowling. I'm SO bad at bowling. It's like golf, after a couple shots i get

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So...i got into the school i applied to for massage therapy. That's pretty good news. Now i just need to get all the finances in order. Hopefully it will all work out ok. I just get kinda stressed thinking about it. But on the other hand it still feels so surreal. I guess i just find it hard to accept that things are starting to happen in my life. It seems like forever all my wonderful ambitions

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me! with curly hair. I love having such versatile hair! 

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jocelyn and i....great buds! 

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Jocelyn, on the far left just celebrated her 21st on July 3. She always has the best parties and we end up having such a blast. Every year is so different. This year it was just us girls so we locked ourselves in her room and all put on her dresses, which was amazing because we're all such different sizes but somehow Joce had a dress for each of us that fit perfectly. It was so weird! 

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This is ZACH. He's a super cool kid and also Andy's oldest nephew. I got to meet him last weekend when we went down to Kingsville for Matt and Genelle's wedding. Zach is a mean badminton player, he scored 2 home runs!!! hahaha...what an awesome kid! 

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Here i am, perched on top this mountain againI can see it stretching out in front, this beautiful horizonBut i'm not there yet.When will i be?When will i be able to touch the sky?I've been tied down long enough nowThough i have wingsI still cannot fly.I'm just frustrated. I want to be happy. I have such reason to be happy and still i'm being kept down by these tiny threads. It's a constant

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well, today i am bored..and cold, cold and bored. But in reality i have tons of stuff to be doing including fun things like cleaning and organizing and filling out sheets that i should have done yesterday...and also more important things like laundry so that i have something to wear to dinner tonight. I don't think it would go over well if i showed up in my underwear. "Hi, i'm Andy's girlfriend

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Hello, Hello! It's me again.I really have to go to bed now...morning comes way too soon for my liking. Especially when i keep having all these crazy dreams. Two nights ago i dreamed that i got shot by a girl with a silent machine gun and when i bent to examine the exit wound i felt something inside and when i pulled it out, it was a piece of my rib. Weird huh?! I just keep having all kinds of

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Man, i am beat. I had a pretty good day though, beats just sleeping through everything. My buddy Nathaniel took me to one of his Sociology classes at Georgian. It was kind of a joke but i met some cool people and learned something about stuff and wrote notes. It felt so weird and yet so good to be back in a classroom, even though it drove me crazy when the girl sitting next to me couldn't spell

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So i'm starting to realise that having a boyfriend is like having someone else inside your bubble. He's worked his way into my head and my heart and now he plays a part in everything i do, feel, say...It's like i'm thinking for two now. Not REALLY but sort of because a lot of the decisions that i make or things that i feel have an impact, direct or indirect, on his life as well. It's kind of

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This is going to be a short one.This has been a great day so far for the following reasons...1. It's a beautiful day2. I woke up at a decent time so i feel good3. Got to see Andy and he gave me 50 dollars...too bad i have to give him the change...i could just run away with it...4. Got to see my Grandparents who i absolutely love and adore!5. Ate a Kinder Egg...and played with the toy6. IT'S SHORT

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In the last two months my whole life has turned upside-down. The entire thing has just changed and i've been handling it suprisingly well, but now the fairytale dust is starting to settle and i'm realizing that i haven't been dreaming, that this really is my life now. It's so much to take in. I love Andy and i'm so incredibly thankful for him everyday but i still look at him sometimes and i can't

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So....the kids that i'm housesitting for are leaving tomorrow morning. I'm sort of sad although also somewhat relieved. It will be nice to be able to live my own life again but at the same time i think i might miss them. We've built a certain bond. Believe it or not i actually enjoyed spending time with them. It's a really cool thing to earn the trust of a person, especially an insecure teenager

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Hello to all in Blogger-land.One of the people that i am housesitting for reminded me that i have a blog and so now i feel compelled to write in it.So much has happened over the last month or two that it's just crazy. i don't even recognize myself sometimes.I'll write about Andy...why not, i think about him enough.Andy is my boyfriend, my first, to be truthful. Just having him around has not only

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1102743421144006052004-12-11T00:21:00.000-05:002004-12-11T00:37:01.146-05:00

How is it that you can know something and yet still not be able to apply it to your own life? Why is it so much easier to dispense advice to other people but when it comes to yourself, you're lost? I guess it comes from the fact that we lack the ability to see things clearly and objectively simply because we're on the inside. And when you're on the inside, you can't see the outside. It's like

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Isn't it amazing how certain things can just grab you out of your mundane life and make you realize that there is so much beauty in things you overlook everday. You know what gets me all the time...music. We were playing Christmas cd's at work the other day and all of a sudden Amazing Grace came on and whoever it was that was singing just hit this note that was so pure and clear and full...i

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1101867318813940612004-11-30T18:08:00.000-05:002004-11-30T21:15:18.826-05:00

This for you Alicia. My incomplete ramblings... Random Rambling #1: Father fill me With your Holy Spirit Draw me deeper Make me more in love with you Let me feel your presence all around me Let there be nothing that stands Between me and You Lord, i've tried to stand on my own I fell on my face And you picked me up. And i've wandered far away from you But i turn around and You're there #2

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Yesterday was a good day...fantastic even. I honestly love Mondays. I got up, walked to work had one of those Danone Smoothies that are sooooo good. And work just flew by...literally. I can divide the day into two "instants" from 9-1 when Amie came into work and i was like "it can't be 1 already!" and from 1-5 when Erich came in and i said "it can't be 5 already!" Seriously it just went by SO

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1096863205896664242004-10-04T00:04:00.000-04:002004-10-04T00:13:25.896-04:00

Hello again. This is Courtney, live from my basement!!! Just got home from the best show i've been to in a while. The Hello Kelly CD release party was OFF THE HOOK!!!! Ah man, those guys are fun. It's so cool when you have friends in a band. And seriously, these guys are GOOD! They debuted at number ONE on the top 8 at 8 on LIFE 100.3. Yeah guys! Anyway, it was good times for sure and hopefully

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Hello All! Well, not a lot of interesting things have happened to me recently besides my trip to visit Guelph University, my new cell phone and the guy that was checking me out at work. Gee, where do i start? Guelph is a short story...my mom basically just wanted me to get out of the h0use and do something constructive so we went, got the course info and walked around a bit then we went shopping

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I'm realizing that i have a tendency to ramble on in my blogs, they just seem to go forever when i really have nothing important to say. I'm catching the bloody cold that my managers are spreading around work. Thanks a lot guys! I'm feeling only minorly like junk at present which means i'll either wake up tomorrow morning feeling fine or 10 times worse. I'm not sure which i'm hoping for yet. I

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1095739990034586752004-09-20T23:58:00.000-04:002004-09-21T00:13:10.036-04:00

Boredom draws me again to my blogging addiction, if one can call it that. I'm currently involved in research on "shin splints" about which i will be making a short presentation at our monthly staff meeting this thursday. Being a sufferer myself, i find it quite interesting and at the same time, really no help at all. It's all so simple and requires nothing but common sense. What a bugger. Why is

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H'okay So... Sometimes i find myself in church singing the praise songs and then it will all of a sudden hit me what i'm actually singing and i literally choke on the words. We sing all the time about Jesus being our everything or being hungry for more of him or that all i have is yours. It makes me think... am i really hungry for Him? Is he really all i want? Because a lot of times that's

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1095132379008764492004-09-13T23:13:00.000-04:002004-09-13T23:26:19.006-04:00

Oiy! I feel like i'm walking around with a plastic bag on my head and pretty soon i'm gonna run out of air. What a dink am i! Don't worry guys, one day i'll give in and things will be fine. I'm sort of excited about what this year will bring but it still freaks the crap out of me. All i can say is something big better happen or i'm going to go absolutely crazy. Things are getting pretty stale, in

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1095038843577106242004-09-12T20:30:00.000-04:002004-09-12T21:27:23.906-04:00

Ugh, my computer is being SO GAY lately, don't really know what's up with it but i think it's sick or has some virus or something. BUT...i have two new adventures to tell you of. I realize some of it may sound pretty juvenile, but just go with it ok? I know i'm not mature. We'll start with my adventures at the Jack Johnson concert. So...i go to work all prepared to leave straight from there at 4

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1094512292064990092004-09-06T18:26:00.001-04:002004-09-06T19:11:32.063-04:00

I was so bored yesterday i rented 3 movies. Blockbuster must love me. I think i deserve one of their VIP cards by now. Especially with all the money they make off me in overdue charges. Punctuality is not my best trait. I'm working on that though. I talked to Nathaniel for a long time on the phone today. Actually, now i'm still talking to him on MSN. Brutal, the guy's only been gone one day and

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1094432755021205542004-09-05T20:57:00.000-04:002004-09-05T21:05:55.020-04:00

BLOODY HELL!!!!! I'm f-ing pissed. I'm just so f-ing sick of people telling me that i'm not acting like myself lately! Honestly, what am i supposed to do with that? Well, at what point exactly did i start acting NOT like myself? And really who says that i'm not like this...whatever "this" is? I don't frigging know what's going on. I just can't stand people telling me everything that i "could be"

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1094413090960975052004-09-05T18:27:00.000-04:002004-09-05T15:38:10.960-04:00

So, i realize that it's been almost years since i've written a blog so i apologize to anyone who's been checking this because i've been slacking but i'm going to try and write a little more frequently so that my friends who aren't so geographically close to me anymore can still keep up. My life is such drama all the time i know, who wouldn't be interested? Well, i've lost a couple close friends

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1087784161616079502004-06-20T20:31:00.000-04:002004-06-20T22:16:01.616-04:00

i've recently discovered the joys of text messaging. I didn't even know that my phone possessed the capabilities necessary to carry out this action but oh was i happy to find out that it did. I've been using it obsessively now for the past 2 days. It's my new favourite hobby. It's been quite convienient too since Josh G left cuz now i can send him little messages at camp. Wahoo! Awww, i miss him

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1087533278002372842004-06-17T23:52:00.000-04:002004-06-18T00:34:38.003-04:00

well summertime is officially here...pretty much and that means a lot of good things like sunshine and swimming and dancing around in thunderstorms and staying out late to hang out with friends...except that two of my guy friends are leaving in favour of the muskoka camp life and while i fully support them in this endeavor the truth still remains that i will miss them terribly. They're like my

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1086320912312521582004-06-03T23:08:00.000-04:002004-06-03T23:48:32.313-04:00

Winds of change are blowing again and everytime it happens, i get scared. I don't want to let go. My whole group of friends, pretty much everyone i know has slipped big time in one way or another, myself included, and it really sucks but is there any thing that i can do to pull us out of the depths? To be honest i can't even manage to get myself back on track, largely due to the fact that i

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1086144538818533162004-06-01T22:36:00.000-04:002004-06-01T22:48:58.820-04:00

Courtney's back in her own little world of retardedom. I hate it when people ask me how i am cuz when i try and give the standard "good" they see right through it, but it just doesn't go over too well if you say "well, i'm doing pretty shitty actually". I called my friend Jasmine a bitch tonight at College and Careers...pretty much everyone heard it. I didn't say it maliciously, we were all "

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1085966001524954662004-05-30T21:01:00.000-04:002004-05-30T21:13:21.523-04:00

Ugh...life is sucking so huge right now and i think it's probably my own fault. Why can't i take my own advice. Stay tight with Jebus Courto and you'll be fine. But no. I can't even manage that. I've been working a lot again so it takes up so much time. I started playing baseball too so now i have baseball practices and games to work around. Just so much added stress, purely self inflicted too. I

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1085716190272736372004-05-27T23:39:00.000-04:002004-05-27T23:49:50.273-04:00

so sleepy! I actually didn't go to bed that late last night either. I slept at the ranch with Michelle on account of the fact that i was too late to come home. Parents are being anal about the whole being out late thing. It worked out ok though. Had a nice little rendezvous with Mr. Australia himself at breakfast. He called me his "mate" and told me i was "one in a million". Actually dinkus, i'm

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1085024357758154612004-05-19T23:26:00.000-04:002004-05-19T23:39:17.756-04:00

Spring was short lived as summer burst through the doors without waiting for an invitaion. I can't complain. After such a long dreary winter, i welcome the change. But despite this seemingly summer weather, spring is still in the air bringing with it a burst of hormones. Couples are popping up like daisies everywhere i look and i can't help but feel a slight pang of jealousy. Where is my prince

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1084939155868757172004-05-18T23:18:00.000-04:002004-05-18T23:59:15.866-04:00

I hate to admit that i'm girly or that i have any girlish tendencies. I'm really in denial. I hate the thought of myself being all girly-girly. But the truth of the matter is that i ooze femininity out of every single one of my pores. What am i to do? Do i surrender and embrace the girliness, or continue to deny and fight my female patterns. It's quite a dilemma. I recently decided that i needed

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1084766564368788732004-05-16T23:20:00.000-04:002004-05-17T00:02:44.366-04:00

I think my profound deepness is returning to me. I'm very thankful. I spent a while just thinking today. Most of the time i'm very frustrated with myself. It's like being autistic, there is so much going on inside but somehow what i want to communicate gets lost in translation. I'm hardly ever exactly who i want to be, or even a good representation of who i AM. I was thinking back to a couple

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1084685198979754292004-05-16T01:13:00.000-04:002004-05-16T01:26:38.980-04:00

Hallelujah!!!! The famine is over!!! Now i just have a ton of paper work and pledge money to sort out. One of the girls has already informed me that she has lost her sheets. Apparently i didn't stress the "DO NOT LOSE THESE SHEETS" speiel. Oh well, she can take it up with the government...hahaha that's actually what i told her too. I'm so mean. So yeah, the night went pretty good over all. I

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1084246939973225792004-05-10T23:25:00.000-04:002004-05-10T23:42:19.973-04:00

Wow, it's definitely been too long since i last wrote in here. Things are all different now. It's weird...and i was just talking about the website, but now that i think about it, this definitely applies to life as well. A few months ago God totally changed me...I was "transformed by the renewing of [my] mind" and over the course of time i have gradually slid back down the mudslide. I am still

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-108286640309309222004-04-24T23:59:00.000-04:002004-04-25T00:17:34.153-04:00

you know you're a loser when...you go to bed at 9pm on a Saturday night because all your friends are out doing other things and you can't think of anything good to do. Are we all in agreement here? Yeah i think so. My life has gone from so much free time what am i going to do with myself to...oh my goodness i work the next straight nine days in a row. Who needs days off anyway? Not me apparently.

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1082782643405305832004-04-24T00:29:00.000-04:002004-04-24T01:01:33.293-04:00

So i had to drive to Thornhill to Pumpkin's house to get Jeremiah(Flacker), it was a bit of a trek. I didn't exactly make it home in time for dinner. Jer told me to turn the wrong direction on hwy 7 and i ended up driving 20 min the wrong way...then i hit a car...yeah it was great. There was a lot of unexplainable awkward tension the whole time we hung out too, i dunno why. It was weird. But we

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1082410027726358412004-04-19T17:14:00.000-04:002004-04-19T17:31:11.280-04:00

Parents are gone for 3 days...Yahoo! Let the party begin! Actually it's seriously not that great. I wish it was, but i'm 20 now, i have 2 jobs and responsibilities. Boo. First shift at Joggers today. Went super well actually. I know nothing and i ended up selling $320 in like an hour. It was great. Winners is coming along too. I was thrown on cash on Sat...CRAZY! the whole day is like a blur,

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1081916232758245392004-04-14T00:11:00.000-04:002004-04-14T00:21:08.576-04:00

First actual day of work at Winners today. WHEW! it actually went by so quickly....note to self...buy more comfortable shoes. Switchfoot concert tomorrow night...YAY!!! So pumped about that. Michelle went to the hair dresser, got her hair all done and dyed and everything...makes me want to get mine done too...it's kinda sucking right now. I think i'll go shopping tomorrow, i really want some

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1081715389370403722004-04-11T16:19:00.000-04:002004-04-11T16:33:41.840-04:00

JOB UPDATE: I got a job part time at Winners, went for orientation on Wed, next training shift is on Tues. Seems ok. Also got offered a job at Joggers, not the assistant manager job, which is reasonable since i have no experience, but a part time/full time sales position. It would only be part time for a while moving to more full time hours in Summer and then fully Full time come Sept. Now, the

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1081229296372496532004-04-06T01:20:00.000-04:002004-04-06T01:32:01.250-04:00

Wow! Totally haven't been on here in so long. I have the craziest BLACK eye right now. It sucks because i was having so much fun this weekend. I'll tell you the story. Michelle and i were talking with a few other people and we had said that we wanted to have a pajama party friday night....well friday night at Youth and Josh Gary informs me that he's having a BOYS sleepover at HIS house. I was so

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1080708078846480592004-03-30T23:34:00.000-05:002004-03-30T23:44:55.280-05:00

Wow, i totally just walked into this amazing job oppotunity and now i have to pray, pray, pray about it. It's an assistant manager position! How cool is that?! Yeah, so i might have a second interview with the girl and maybe talk some more about the stuff but she said she'd for sure be giving me a call. YAY GOD! Thank you so much. i really hope this works out!

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1080526100730461622004-03-28T20:14:00.000-05:002004-03-28T21:11:54.560-05:00

i guess i really haven't written in a while...like a long while. But seriously i haven't been on the computer hardly at all. I think that this has something to do with the fact that i asked God to take away all my addictions. The internet and MSN happened to be the main one. That and to be quite honest, i had no idea i had such a problem with lust. I guess i just always assumed that lust was this

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1079907863622419582004-03-21T16:48:00.000-05:002004-03-21T17:27:47.403-05:00

So much is going on in my life and yet it's so hard to break it down into words to write it all down. I'm always so sleepy or i don't have a lot of time to write and that makes things even more difficult. I totally fell asleep on the couch today, like FULLY asleep. The tv was on and everyone was in the room and making noise and everything and i was passed out right in the middle of it all. I'm so

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1079830145300932832004-03-20T17:40:00.000-05:002004-03-20T19:52:27.530-05:00

There is a breeze blowing in Orangeville and it's not coming from the north or the south...or the east or the west...it's coming from the heavens!!! The flame that God lit in me about 2 weeks ago now is still burning strong and gaining momentum. I'm amazed and terrified at what it's going to mean for me, and what i'm going to end up doing. A friend of mine prophesyed over me last night and if

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1079480862245142792004-03-16T18:29:00.000-05:002004-03-16T18:50:59.110-05:00

God is so strong in my life, so real, it's affecting everything...but it's still hard to stay focused and not to get drawn away by all the other things that go on around me. It's weird though too, i started writing songs except a) i can't play anything so i can't put music to them and b) i can never seem to finish them...good and brutal at the same time. I'm so excited and so scared! I can't wait

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1079304031128828732004-03-14T17:31:00.000-05:002004-03-14T17:44:07.466-05:00

Today is a new day And i'm seeing things through new eyes Even the things i thought were so familiar are somehow resounding differently in my ears Even some people look different. I feel like i was so removed for a while and now suddenly i'm back and everything just has this freshness to it. It's wonderful. I feel as though God has seriously changed me. He's taken away my bitterness and replaced

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1078982785599501732004-03-11T00:08:00.000-05:002004-03-11T00:29:34.810-05:00

I went to see The PASSION tonight with my neighbour-friend Kyle. Ma Boy! We both shed some tears and it was a definite experience to see, that's for sure. Kyle is not a Christian...yet, but i'm positive that with a lot of prayer and example and a whole lotta Jesus, he'll come around. We had a couple good exchanges after the movie whilst sitting in Wendy's. On a side note....I finished a whole

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1078895255429486842004-03-09T23:55:00.000-05:002004-03-10T00:10:43.403-05:00

Ok, so i sunk pretty deep and then an amazing thing happened...GOD!!! He totally grabbed me and pulled me up and i have never experienced such fire before and i KNOW it's a result of so much prayer. I went to Monday nights...on monday obviously, and we were all standing at the front and praying and Pastor Todd was annointing us with oil and praying over us, and then i just kinda sat back down.

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1078717918304406782004-03-07T22:02:00.000-05:002004-03-07T22:55:02.860-05:00

Life is crap. I'm messed up. I ran away from home on Thursday and i've been at Teen Ranch with Michelle since then. Things have been good but i can't just stay away and pretend like everything is cool when it's not. I can't just stay here and live Michelle's life forever, i need to find my own life. But i don't know what the frig to do. I pretty much have nothing positive to say right now. I've

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1078208018633549962004-03-02T01:01:00.000-05:002004-03-02T01:16:35.593-05:00

Emotions get the best of me yet again. The service at young adults tonight was awesome though. It's time i let God have all of me. It's time i spent more of my energy on Him, reading His word and praying and just basking in his presence. I need more of God. I need Him to fill every space in me. And i need to step out in faith and trust that He WILL be there, because i know He will. Things have

Courtneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08145465031481453941noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6160348.post-1078117914531153492004-02-29T23:55:00.000-05:002004-03-01T00:14:50.076-05:00

Well... It has been a pretty eventful weekend. I was gone all weekend at this conference in Niagara Falls and i got back today around 4:30ish. It was so good. We piled 11 people from the monday nights group into a big van and drove it down to our 'alright but were expecting better' hotel. The actual conference itself was good, we had some great times of worship with the team from Tehilah Toronto,

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Went to Monday nights tonight after a craptastic day. I was actually almost a full hour late to it because i got too comfortable on my couch listening to Something Corporate and fell asleeep. Probably has something to do with staying up till 3 or 4am talking to people on msn. Anyway, a couple people were going to hang out at this guy Nathaniel's house so i consented to come along for a while.

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Having such a girlie weekend. Absolutely obsessed with Jessica Simpson's new single "With You" Here's the lyrics... The real me is a southern girl With her Levi's on and an open heart Wish I could save the world Like I was Supergirl The real me used to laugh all night Lyin in the grass just talkin' bout love But lately I've been jaded Life got so complicated I start thinkin' about it I almost

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Wow, this is sooo cool. I'm at work at the snack bar right now and i just discovered that the internet here actually works! No more standing around doing nothing while the kids play hockey, now i can e-mail people and write blogs and everything. Woohoo! hmm...i wonder if i can install MSN on here...i'm getting good at hiding files i just might be able to get away with it...muahahaha... ok no,

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I met my friend Malumir (Mal-ooo-meer) for coffee today and we decided that we needed to do something more so we booked it down to Brampton and went shopping. The main reason for being there was to buy my mom and dad birthday presents, which we got in about 10min in the first store we went into. When i know what i want I'm quick about it, no dilly-dallying. But then we ventured into Indigo...

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hmm...things are ok again. I've talked to my parents, rectified my "situation" and talked to my brother and especially sister about things. She went to this thing today with the school and they had this big real life issues almost couselling type thing and she said it was just so real, in your face and stuff that she broke down in tears. She also came home with a note for me. Quite nice, and a

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